The last two weeks were wonderful. I was hoping it would be easier this time but unfortunately, it was harder. It was so reassuring that from the moment I saw you, it was like you never left. People always comment on how different things are when soldiers come home. I didn't feel that way and I don't think you did either. I have a constant lump in my throat and feel like I am fighting off tears at every moment. Hopefully that will fade and the boys and I will get back to our routine. I know it was really hard on you this time as well...I ask myself, Was it worth it? I can honestly say I don't know...I loved every minute of everyday the last 2 weeks but this sucks. At least I hadn't let my guard down when you were away. I now have to build that back up again. Family and friends are wonderful but I don't want to talk to them. All I want is you.
Read the complete post at http://waitinginboston.blogspot.com/2005/04/your-gone-again.html
Posted
Apr 11 2005, 07:45 AM
by
Soldiers wife