Johnny, Remember What I Told You This First

PTSD: A Soldier’s Perspective
You know I want to tell you son the are gonna come some times when...some times when...some times when we do the things in life we gotta do...but that doesn't make us the monsters they made us....at home I make myself the monster because I don't know how to turn that killer part in me...so I turn it on me...I drill it...drill... drill...until I'm perfect...so in those times we must take a knee and cry...and mourn our fallen and honor their souls..."Remember son before you go any further, remember what I told you first"

Johnny says,
...just like we should be cutting edge on killing or the technology of killing I should say...then we should be equally adept in healing before we go around getting ourselves mentally...killed...it seems that it wasn't decency that many of veterans of past wars would have died in todays war lives...if we die in body...do we really have that place where it ceases to hurt?...at what point do we send in the star quarterback because if her goes out there tonight and he dies, it's your fault I just want to be sure that you understand its your responsibility...now at this point I want to clarify also that Johnny is not our star quarterback, he is a Combat PTSD Vet still, ... you motherfucking fighting a fucking war he will never fucking wake up fucking from...you motherfuckers...***-sucking...FUCKS!!!!!


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Posted May 25 2010, 10:32 PM by PTSD: A Soldier's Perspective
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